mating season

how does it feel like to fall in love again? do you feel that tingling sensation running through your body? do you smile every time you wake up and before you go to sleep? how does it feel like to fall in love?

 

I have a boyfriend, or maybe I wont be having any soon enough, God knows. Its complicated, but I'll deal with it as I go along. I have people telling me to not wait no more, I have people asking me what am I doing, but what people never asked is that "you really love him that much huh?". Instead I told them because I love him too much. If one day, me and him will never going to work out *knock wood*, then at least there's a piece of beautiful memory that I can keep with me and proudly say I was in love, and its not stupid, to do what I did.

 

but I am no angel myself. I'm a human being like you, I like looking at beautiful things, I love gazing at gorgeous views, I do get carried away. I mean how can I not? I am literally boyfriend-less, except that I do have a boyfriend. I will not punish myself saying what the fuck is wrong with you or are you out of your fucking mind? Well I know, he's doing the same thing. How do I know you ask? Because like me, he too is a human being. We all like beautiful things. I will not shy away and tell you that I never asked "were you looking at other girls?", because who the fuck am I kidding? I don't do it no more these days.

 

I'm going through my mid-life crisis *LOL*. Well, that's a lie. Cause I am just being a girl, who doesn't know whether what I'm holding on to is going to happen or not, but if it does, then I am the happiest girl alive, but if it does not, at least I fight for it. Who knows what life brings us tomorrow? So I've decided to open my eyes, and keep on the look-out for beautiful things and gorgeous views. After all, I will not have a chance to do so when he's back, if he's ever come back. And I call this, mating season.

     

Gotta stop feeling sorry for yourself!
Have a little bit of fun in life.

-lady-

Spread the love

Lately, I've been reading too many unfortunate events, be it here in London, or all around the globe. I was not born with a silver spoon in my mouth, neither have I made enough to donate a grand for charity, but its the thought that matters.

 

November has been a children in need month in the UK, where inspirational people who deserved huge recognition have been doing a lot of activities to support the cause. There's rickshaw, there's concert, and its all in the name of charity. These children who has suffered a lot, together with their family, needs our help. You can send DONATE to 70705, and donate £5, or if you prefer to donate other amount than a fiver, you can always check them out at bbc.co.uk/childreninneed.

 

Also, what happened in Philippines broke my heart. Its such a sad situation. It makes me angry knowing that all aids and supports were delayed for unknown reasons. These people queue up for hours for a bag of rice just to be turn away because there are no bags of rice to be give away. If you can, please help them and donate £5 by texting DONATE to 70000, if you're here in the UK. Please check your local news for information on how to help them fast.  

 

Every morning, on my way to work, I always cheer myself up by reading hundreds of unread messages from my whatsapp group, because obviously there's 8 hours different between me and them, hence hundreds unread messages. This morning was a bit different, because I saw a friend of mine was trying to help a friend of her friend, to raise money for her poor baby girl. The poor girl need a surgery for heart failure. The little girl is not even 2 years old. So lets help as much as we can. Information can be found below:

We don't know what tomorrow will bring us. Who knows if we need the same help in the future. Let's hope whatever that we donate, and however much that we can give, will help these poor families to survive the test, and glorified in the end, InsyaAllah.  

 

Lets spread the love by spreading the cost.

 

-lady-