this is the life

today i literally decided to write another blog. this time its about what ive talked about in my last blog, about life i.e. things happening around me, people around me etc.

i swear i am not being envious or jealous of any of your life. i just literally wish it happened to me too, but this is the life. like what they always say "someone gotta do the dirty job ay?" well in this case, its me! see, if everyone else is famous, if everyone else is rich or if everyone else is smart, then who wanna be lame, who wanna be poor or who wanna be dumb? but then again, i am not saying i wanna be any of the latter, yet someone needs to be that right? i am very average! VERY AVERAGE! i aint got no big house, aint got no big brain, aint got no big zero's on my monthly paycheck either. but, i would love to have that one day. i'll get there myself. insyaAllah i will! but hey, i am not the only one who have that in mind. everyone else is (u can stop mumbling now, and start making it work).

undoubtedly, there is some people who loves to be over the top. tell the whole world that they're better than everyone else. cmon, no one's an idiot really! if i say i put a picta of myself on facebook or twitter or instagram just for me to see it, than that's the blackest white lies ive ever heard! and because of that,why dont u just pull the fucking trigger now? dhuh, its obviously for people to see. its for me to share. but what i don't understand is, people who post their picta, but its NOT THEM really! dont get me wrong, no one human being in the world are the same, not even the twins! but my point is, pictures never lie..but we human being, we do. we lie, while pictures never lie, we made them.

and then, people who bullshit about their life, worst, about their pathetic life! honestly? ure the freakiest joke ive ever met..like EVER! why would u tell people about how asshole ur husband can be? why would u tell people about how misery ur life is? why would u tell people about other people's slack? why would u share such a secret, very private and confidential issue with your so-called friend? imagine u have 1000 friends, wowza! but who the hell are u kidding? only 1% of those 1000 "friends", are your friends! do u seriously think they'll feel sorry for u? well THINK AGAIN! nowadays, no one cares. really, NO ONE, especially when ure a NO ONE! so keep it to urself, or share it in private with your friends. not some strangers whom u added just to show the world how famous u are, when its the same person who keep commenting and posting on ur wall! but hey, that's just a sincere suggestion, but if u like being the center of attention (a JOKE that is), help yourself! people love free show :)

and then, people who posted something to get noticed, but it is literally over the top, and they tried too very hard that it kinda obvious, till the extent that u just smile and people beside u would think ure crazy! i mean like cmon dude, the world does not revolve around u. open ur eyes! ure supposed to be smarter than me, well i guess a book smart will always be a book smart (kinda means u stay too much in the library that ur life get suck by the wall and the silent-less around u). so stop being a wannabe. just relax, and enjoy life!

well, i can go on and on and on about this forever. but think i made my point tonite, and i honestly think no matter how dumb u r, u cannot possibly be that dumb that not understand fucko. u know, i keep telling myself to not judge people, but its one the most hated gift a human being could ever asked for, to be so fucking JUDGMENTAL! like look at urself, u aint better, or look at urself, shes probably all that bla bla bla. but oh well, after all we are all the same. im gonna signoff now. should be studying, and will be studying! u lot have a lovely lovely weekend! remember, no one is better than u, but then again God doesn't create the world just to urself. it always best to stay firm on the ground, because in that case u wont fall. u might stumble, but it aint gonna hurt as much as falling! nitey

-lady-

so where are we?

well oh well. wow i miss blogging, although no one's reading. i love writing, although i know i am not as good! i'll try to make it interesting, but what's the point? i ain't doing no fashion blog, i ain't doing no trying to be cool, i ain't writing no words of wisdom..all i'm writing about is myself which is none of the above. boohoo!

so, myself! last week was all quiet. works OK (it literally means sucks!), study OK (it literally means, i am working on it), love's great (really, it means GREAT) and social life was pretty quiet! had a few too little. went out with Zaty last Friday, out to Russell Square for Bloomsbury Festival. Lighting the lantern they say. It was beautiful. Its the kinda festival that i would enjoy going to. Why? Because not much of a crowd. Haaa! Plus, always nice catching up with Zaty.

just got back from work

the lantern

English 'wayang kulit' =)

its really pretty

lovely design

Then came Sunday, it turned upside down. We lost 6-1 to our noisy neighbor. Its heartbreaking, but baby, we'll bounce back. Because that's always the spirit of a champion! yes we will! its always slow start at the beginning of the season, like it always had. But, we'll sort ourselves out soon. pretty soon!

But really, life is pretty slow at the moment. Working, working, studying, studying, enjoying life then back to working, working then studying, studying! You know what, there's loads to talk about, about people around me, about things happening around me, but nothing of it has me in it! so, every time when i start blogging, i always plan to write about it, but nothing is more interesting for me than myself. hey, lets face it! no one cares about u, unless if u have something. but unlike u, i dont care about u even if u have everything that i don't. because, nothing's more than fun, than living the life God gives me. For now, i am going for a win, and win only! i wanna make my parents proud of me, i wanna be the best person i could ever be. so, i'm gonna get back to it now, by first watching Celebrity Juice. ha ha. have a good night!

-lady-

one week later

haven't been posting anything for the past week or so. but oh well, its not like i have followers or something like that right? and so, what did i miss? not much right? so are u! this week was thoroughly decent. nothing much really. went out last Saturday with bunch of beautiful people. the place is called Heaven. i finally manage to see whats this fuss all about, Heaven the most so-called happening gay club in London..or so they say! the crowd was very interesting, but honestly. songs played in there, were not my cup of tea. hence, i would probably not go there again. unless if i were forced to follow the majority. but quite honestly, i do understand why gay people go there though.

Me / Madey

Me / Zaty

Me and the boys

Zaty and the boys

it takes three to have fun

thanks guys!

so that was a week ago. it was fun fun fun! and then this week, catching up session with zaty on Friday night, and gossiping session with Beata and Wiola on Saturday. It was really quiet this week, and i am loving it. Last 2 weeks, back to back were pretty 'out there'.

Went for a movie today though. Real Steel was quite amazing. But its not as good as Warriors in my opinion. Warriors pure class. Awesome fighting scenes. A heart-felt movie. It definitely moves me. In fact, ive seen too many fight scenes lately. On and off screen. Well, on the way back home, we saw a fight. Some boys with no balls, take on a man on his own! I hate these wannabes. Bullies, wannabes! The biggest losers are these boys. Left theirs 'balls' at home, and only manage to threw a punch when they're in a group, and not when they're one on one!

Got home, watched x factor (sophie looks stunning!), and then waiting for MOTD and TOWIE. and thats how my i spent my weekends. Its alrite though. Hope yours is just as good. and then, there's Monday. I'll be all alone in the office. No more Rachel. Fingers crossed i'll be fine. I know i will. I hope i will. Have a productive week people! it will paid off soon. i believe it will. so, get out there, and kick some ass. or not! haaa..take care now. ta

-lady-

people and public transport

its nothing like Malaysia. there's time when i miss driving to work, and there's time when im glad i dont have to drive to work. having said that, i dont know how Malaysian travel back and forth to work with public transport. What i meant to say is the attitude of them commuters. because, i dont really take public transports back at home. there's once or twice when i have to take public transport due to work commitment, but other than that, i drive to work. so, i dont have that relevant experience to comment on how Malaysian commuters behave while they do.

in England, public transport plays the biggest part of going around, especially in London itself. as far as im concern, its dependable. but us commuters still cannot escape the fact that sometimes, minor or severe delays will affect our day to day life. this is when sometimes i got frustrated, especially when it happens in the early hours. some people are just inconsiderate of others. when cases like this take place, the train will operate really slow. sometimes, u wait 10mins for the train to come. means missing this current one, will most likely resulted in 10mins late to work. but people in the train just refuse to co-operate that u got frustrated. there's still space to squeeze in as everyone else also need to get to the university or workplace on time. but with such attitude, it will be impossible to do so. i am not being stereotype, hence not everyone is like that!

Normal situation in the train.

1. giving you that face like "are you blind or just stupid? can't u see there's no more space for you?" for fuck sake, everyone's in a hurry, be fucking considerate!! blergh

2. the train is full, yet, u still wanna read the paper like if you don't, the world will just fall on u!! just keep the newspaper for later and read at work or whatever. like seriously, we know you're smart or need to know hows the share doing today or bla bla bla..but honestly no one cares! just bloody keep the newspaper away.

3. its 8 in the morning. u can't possibly be so fucking smelly right? NOPE! you're wrong. lots of them just get up, wash their face, brush their teeth, IF they remember, and change into their working attire..WITHOUT applying any deodorant. eeeewwww! bloody disgusting. please, brush your hair dude! evening? lets not go there shall we. urghh

Normal situation on the bus.

1. Two women are fighting with each other. ALL THE TIME. i am sorry, again im not being stereotype here. But all the time, when it happen in front of my eyes, it does involve a black woman. and they will not stop, until they got off the bus. well, i fight with one though. Fuck her for thinking i wont retaliate just because she think i will not! forget that. she deserved that FUCK OFF from me.

2. Refusing to give up seats for the needy ones. that is why, i never sit in front rows, not ever unless if its pass night time. well, usually these old people won't go out at night as much. so it should be fine! some just completely ignore them, even if they were standing in front of those seats. manners are way below the par level i must say. inconsiderate.

3. Nasty bus drivers. but hey, it doesn't happen only here in London, it happens everywhere. Malaysia is no exception. Some are really helpful and nice and all. But others, omigosh!

Having said that, public transport is still the best transportation means in England. Its easy, its cheap and it can be fast too. But having to face those craps like the above, is just annoying! Imagine starting your day with a disgusting smell, and end it with an even more disgusting smell. Being a typical Asian, short is definitely not a good thing. Having to stand under someone's smelly armpit and face with a disgusting breath! urgh. its a nightmare. those are moments when i really miss driving to work. i dont mind getting stuck in a traffic jam. hmm, but on a second thought, do i really?


-lady-

crazy weekends

it was hot. it was nice. it was a good weekend. a great one indeed. "Mee Kari" picnic with them people and a nice catch-up session with Suzanne and her boyfie.

Zaty the cook, prepares all the food for us, both Mee Kari and a delicious Oreo Cheesecake. Its a picnic and a birthday celebration for birthday boy, Sani. Adibah and her "so-called" sister, Didi was there too (ha ha). Sani thought Didi is Adibah's sister. That's classic. She came an hour later, so Sani have no idea who this Didi was. Neither did he asked. So she came, and nicely sat down before helping and herself with Zaty's delicious Mee Kari and a surprise question from Sani.

Sani / Zaty / Adibah

Adibah / Me / Sani

The Food

Zaty / Me / Didie

Sani: So, how's Greece?

Didi: uh? Greece?

Us: Greece? LOL she's not Adibah's sister. She's Didi.

ha ha. Sani was blushing like a tomato. Its not his fault really, because we were talking about Adibah's sister, how she's in a rush because her sister's coming over to her place after coming back from Greece due to work matters. So suddenly, this young lady came along in the middle of this Greece thingy story about her sister. Sani, being among the nicest man i've ever met, asked her that shocking question politely. Oh poor baby! =) we love u still Sanicole!

Me & Birthday boy

Then later at nite, went out with Suzanne and her boyfie. Its been almost a month since we last met. So its catch up time and let loose that night. Having been talking about our partner for as long as we remember, that nite was the first time i met Matt, Suzanne's boyfie, and Suzanne's first time meeting Umpy. It was good though. Umpy and i had fun, hope they were too. Dont go out as much these days. Its been months actually!

Suzanne / Me

Me / Umpy

Umpy / Me / Matt

Umpy / Matt / Suzanne

Umpy / Matt

Matt / Suzanne

Then Sunday was more relax. Another lovely day. Went out for a nice lunch. Just hanging around the pub watching some footie. Spurs won 2-1 against Arsenal. Well, i am not gonna say anything. We have 2 big games back-to-back coming up. So, im just gonna make my points clear when we win (IF we win perhaps?).

Lovely Sunday

So, thats about it really. And again, if u read and then judge me with those what u see, then i suggest, just keep it to yourself. Better off, dont read it no more. There's nothing for u to read really! Furthermore, i maybe better than u, then again i may not. But like u, im another human being, with flaws. Lots of it. Take a good look at yourself before judging other people. I admit, sometimes i forget and i do too. But at least, i dont go around telling people shits u THOUGHT u know about me. OK?

Wahey, have a good day u lot!

-lady-