Isnt it weird?

Ive been living in England for almost 4years now, but the only place ive been to in England is Liverpool and Bicester Village. Well London is out of question because i am currently based in London.

But here's the thing, ive been in England long enough and surely ive been to all nice places and countrysides in England right? WRONG! This is where i made my point. If u havent notice, u will most unlikely go to places that tourists will go even if ure a foreigner, if u lived in that country. Well darling, dont mind me if u actually do tour the whole England when ure here. I am an alien then.

Well, then again. It doesnt just happen to me here. Even when i am back at home, dude i can count those times i went up to Genting or eat some nice foods at Jonker Walk or all those nice sightseeing places in Malaysia. Why? I honestly have no idea whatsoeva.

So, ive made a plan. Since an oversea trip is cancel this time around, im gonna bring my family to Bath, Cambridge, Stonehenge and other beautiful places in England. Think i need to do that myself too. Ive heard nice stories and seen beautiful pictures of these places. So it cant be that bad, and i honestly think it will be an awesome trip. Until i do, im just gonna share them pictures ive found on the internet, instead of mine.

Cambridge

Stonehenge

Bath

But still, isnt it weird? If no one tells me about these nice waterfall or hot spring in suburban area of Selangor, i will never know about those places, let alone to go there. So maybe its me yeah? Ha ha. I am the weirdo then? ok, maybe i am! laters people..

-lady-

Ghost and GAY

I am not getting any younger, hence the limited fun time i have at the moment...or not!! Fine, it may looks like i am not ready to hang my dancing shoes and partying dresses just yet, but the time will come. So i dont need any haters or prejudice people to come and judge me based on what they see and not what they know. So shut it and bitch about it elsewhere.

As much as the limited fun time im talking about at the beginning of the post, i am pretty sure we all know, that we all have our own limited time borrowed to us here in the world. So, might as well i keep that to myself, as obviously i am in no place to talk about something so deep and serious like that. When the times come, i will definitely share it with you lot.

Ive been out and let loose with my dearest friends over the past few weeks. No point dragging about it, as i believe these pictures tell the whole story by itself.

Those fun nights include halloween day and a visit to GAY for the risks and johnny (ok, its actually for charlie). It was fun, and trying to keep up with the young ones is not easy. Ha ha. But, it was fun time, and everybody needs that once in a while, are we all not?

sani /me

the girls and i

fun company

keker and i

love her

take "three" to tango

we are charlie's fan (charlie! charlie!)

....and crazy!

jo

zaty

we love charlie...right??

So there u go. To those who only knows to judge and complaint, u should try it urself. I am not saying do it my way, but go out, have fun, see the world. U got nothing to lose, but 5mins of relaxation will do u good. Enjoy life people. We all deserved it.

-lady-

Que sera sera

When i was younger, i honestly dont have this big ambitions like some people do..i really live my life as a kid..i mean, i go to school..get a really good UPSR results..

Later when i went into secondary school, life start to change, but not my ambitions, which i still so much is clueless about what im gonna do when i grow older. Life is more challenging. Its fun fun fun. Skipping schools, skipping classes, skipping tuitions. I am not a bright student, neither am i a bookworm. Hence the average results for both PMR and SPM.

Then its decision time, when i manage to get myself into the uni. I wanted to be a photographer, told papa that. But the respond was not good. He said its not a secured career. Then he told me to do journalism, cause i talked a lot. Yet, nothing came out of both initial so-called ambitions.

Suddenly, i saw myself applying for accounting course, which was way out of the initial plan. 10years down line, everything is history. Here i am, an accouting masters degree graduate, and in a race to complete my ACCA exams. Its kinda my ultimate dream at the moment to complete my ACCA, and as i was saying before, im not a smartie and definitely not a geek. So, its a very tough journey, but i am pretty sure im gonna get there.

Today, my initial plan on becoming a photographer, becomes a hobby. I am not a good photographer, no skills, no good camera but an iphone4. Thats all i need. It really gives me such a dear pleasure knowing people do appreciate my work on instagram, although its only few of them. It really is a good app for a secret dreamer and believer like me.

outside the window

in front of the office

Wood Green during the evening

Life is just too short to waste it. I admit i have millions of plans in head, but by doing it bit by bit, its the least that i can do to satisfy myself.

"Que sera sera, whatever will be will be"

-lady-

blabbing

i miss blogging! i really do. but i got really caught in the moment. works are piling up. exams are drawing near by day. umpy is leaving real soon. its like everything comes down on me at the same time. i am lucky enough to be able to breath over the weekend though.

well, i had some fun weekends, but aint got no time to write about it. I'm thinking of compiling everything and put it all in one blog.....after the exams. at this very moment, food is not ready, nothing on the telly, just got back from work, and so i reckon why not update my blog. and so i did.

just now, when i was on the bus on my way back home, a drunken man hop on the bus. its fair to say hes absolutely lost it. its also fair to say, the alcohol definitely has taken a toll on him. he talked to himself, he repeatedly lick his fingers and clean his shoes, i mean how can u clean your shoes with your fingers, a very dirty ones, and then licked it again and then clean it, licked it and clean it, licked it and clean it...ok, u probably got the idea by now. he was so drunk he smoke in the bus, and start asking people for another sports bar. i dont think he meant any harm, but with a drunken man, u never know! it got me thinking, why are we actually scared of drunken people? well i dont know about u, but for me, its terrifying really!

work is piling up, i dont even have time to study today. tried to study every night, but i fall alseep like every 5minutes, that at some point i feel like ive been sleeping for only few hours. cause what i did was fall asleep, wake up, study, fall asleep, wake up, study and finally settle down at 3am, every single day! i think i'm getting old, i cant do it anymore. working and studying, waking up early, go to work. this shud be able to motivate me to study harder so that i'll pass it this time around.....yes??

life is not easy, but how the hell does people with disabilities are more successful than i am? life most possibly is waaaaaay harder for them right? i dont really complaint as much, although everyday its gotta be the same "i am tired!" coming out from my mouth. man this guy i saw just now on the telly, he has no leg, and he's so successful..he's a multimillionaire. envy! always when things like this come up, its always that thought "hmm, what should i do to be successful?". being an employee for the rest of yourself will not make u rich sadly. hard life aint it? working ur ass off, and still skint like fuck! the answer is simple, the more u earn, the more u spent! i am not getting younger, so i need to think of a way to be self-employed and kaaaaa-ching..be rich!! DREAM ON!!

damn, i need food! i am hungry, and i always tell myself "that's why ure fat, because ure hungry all the time, and u eat all the time!" but i love food too much to not eat it and enjoy it rather than eat some of it, and then play with it until everyone's done! ok, i am starving. need to check the food now. have a good weekends u lot. cheerios!


-lady-