i miss blogging! i really do. but i got really caught in the moment. works are piling up. exams are drawing near by day. umpy is leaving real soon. its like everything comes down on me at the same time. i am lucky enough to be able to breath over the weekend though.
well, i had some fun weekends, but aint got no time to write about it. I'm thinking of compiling everything and put it all in one blog.....after the exams. at this very moment, food is not ready, nothing on the telly, just got back from work, and so i reckon why not update my blog. and so i did.
just now, when i was on the bus on my way back home, a drunken man hop on the bus. its fair to say hes absolutely lost it. its also fair to say, the alcohol definitely has taken a toll on him. he talked to himself, he repeatedly lick his fingers and clean his shoes, i mean how can u clean your shoes with your fingers, a very dirty ones, and then licked it again and then clean it, licked it and clean it, licked it and clean it...ok, u probably got the idea by now. he was so drunk he smoke in the bus, and start asking people for another sports bar. i dont think he meant any harm, but with a drunken man, u never know! it got me thinking, why are we actually scared of drunken people? well i dont know about u, but for me, its terrifying really!
work is piling up, i dont even have time to study today. tried to study every night, but i fall alseep like every 5minutes, that at some point i feel like ive been sleeping for only few hours. cause what i did was fall asleep, wake up, study, fall asleep, wake up, study and finally settle down at 3am, every single day! i think i'm getting old, i cant do it anymore. working and studying, waking up early, go to work. this shud be able to motivate me to study harder so that i'll pass it this time around.....yes??
life is not easy, but how the hell does people with disabilities are more successful than i am? life most possibly is waaaaaay harder for them right? i dont really complaint as much, although everyday its gotta be the same "i am tired!" coming out from my mouth. man this guy i saw just now on the telly, he has no leg, and he's so successful..he's a multimillionaire. envy! always when things like this come up, its always that thought "hmm, what should i do to be successful?". being an employee for the rest of yourself will not make u rich sadly. hard life aint it? working ur ass off, and still skint like fuck! the answer is simple, the more u earn, the more u spent! i am not getting younger, so i need to think of a way to be self-employed and kaaaaa-ching..be rich!! DREAM ON!!
damn, i need food! i am hungry, and i always tell myself "that's why ure fat, because ure hungry all the time, and u eat all the time!" but i love food too much to not eat it and enjoy it rather than eat some of it, and then play with it until everyone's done! ok, i am starving. need to check the food now. have a good weekends u lot. cheerios!
-lady-
well, i had some fun weekends, but aint got no time to write about it. I'm thinking of compiling everything and put it all in one blog.....after the exams. at this very moment, food is not ready, nothing on the telly, just got back from work, and so i reckon why not update my blog. and so i did.
just now, when i was on the bus on my way back home, a drunken man hop on the bus. its fair to say hes absolutely lost it. its also fair to say, the alcohol definitely has taken a toll on him. he talked to himself, he repeatedly lick his fingers and clean his shoes, i mean how can u clean your shoes with your fingers, a very dirty ones, and then licked it again and then clean it, licked it and clean it, licked it and clean it...ok, u probably got the idea by now. he was so drunk he smoke in the bus, and start asking people for another sports bar. i dont think he meant any harm, but with a drunken man, u never know! it got me thinking, why are we actually scared of drunken people? well i dont know about u, but for me, its terrifying really!
work is piling up, i dont even have time to study today. tried to study every night, but i fall alseep like every 5minutes, that at some point i feel like ive been sleeping for only few hours. cause what i did was fall asleep, wake up, study, fall asleep, wake up, study and finally settle down at 3am, every single day! i think i'm getting old, i cant do it anymore. working and studying, waking up early, go to work. this shud be able to motivate me to study harder so that i'll pass it this time around.....yes??
life is not easy, but how the hell does people with disabilities are more successful than i am? life most possibly is waaaaaay harder for them right? i dont really complaint as much, although everyday its gotta be the same "i am tired!" coming out from my mouth. man this guy i saw just now on the telly, he has no leg, and he's so successful..he's a multimillionaire. envy! always when things like this come up, its always that thought "hmm, what should i do to be successful?". being an employee for the rest of yourself will not make u rich sadly. hard life aint it? working ur ass off, and still skint like fuck! the answer is simple, the more u earn, the more u spent! i am not getting younger, so i need to think of a way to be self-employed and kaaaaa-ching..be rich!! DREAM ON!!
damn, i need food! i am hungry, and i always tell myself "that's why ure fat, because ure hungry all the time, and u eat all the time!" but i love food too much to not eat it and enjoy it rather than eat some of it, and then play with it until everyone's done! ok, i am starving. need to check the food now. have a good weekends u lot. cheerios!
-lady-
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