beauty is pain

well i went out today. its a MUST that i went into Topshop, even if its just for a window shopping. me and my addiction to Topshop is unbearable. Well, i cant afford anything more than that, so i'll stick to my standard. Topshop that is. Cant do Hermes, or Prada, Fendi or the likes. I love high street fashion. I love experimenting clothes. I love playing around with colours. Some people will find it weird. For me, it do me wonders. But mind you, i will not go around looking like some homeless and unsound minded people. Thats not the point. The point is for you to experiment and be happy with how you looks like, as long as u dont cross the limit!

Having said that, its a bit of pain. Having to go around, and find something that is different from other people. I am not saying i am that trend-setter whatnot, but what i am saying i dont wanna find something that is obvious. Well, i do buy same clothes like other people did, i am not an exception when it comes to that. Its not like i am out there hunting for a Birkin, its just that i dont put it on like other people do. I dont put the same shirt with plain jeans like other people do, perhaps i play around with it maybe with some colourful pants and shoes. I am already different in a sense that i am not all girly-girl, hence being different on another level wont hurt.

me

i love the Olsen twins

cheeky

My point is, a girl will go the distance to look pretty. Based on my observations, wearing a really tight and skimpy dress, with a towering high heels, defines pretty for some ladies. Wearing high heels, give them that extra boost and confidence, but with that tight dress, having to pull it down making sure ur modesty is covered, is kinda pain in the ass! Especially having to do it every five minutes. And dude, we're talking about a high heels that could kill any rats passing u within seconds. Its that painful for those rats, as much as it hurt the feet of those women who have that courage to put on that shoes for nothing less than 2 hours. Being pretty obviously is painful when these girls go out without a coat or tights, but a skimpy dress and a bloody towering heels. Walking around, hugging themselves, shivering because ITS WINTER for fuck sake. What the bloody hell do u expect? should i feel sorry for u? NO! are u an idiot? YES!

covering your modesty..NOT!

killer Louboutin

Beauty is pain when u have to sacrifice your 1 hour (that's if she's lucky enough) beauty sleep, just to look pretty to go to work. Woke up, feeling lazy, have shower and than to sit in front of the mirror having to waste an hour beauty sleep does it all. To blow dry the hair, to put on a make up, to make sure the dress looks slick and ultimately to make sure a man could smell her perfume even a kilometer away (i sometimes get dizzy after i spray the perfume on myself). That's not enough, a visit to the toilet is a must, before she could step into the office just to make sure that the make up is still on, and is still an inch thick. A nice brush to the hair, a dab of compact powder or two, before she gracefully make an entrance to the office. Wow, that looks like a hard work, even before the proper hard work even start. Well, girls deny all u like, but i am a girl, and ive seen girls who do just that.

Its reality, and i personally wouldnt go the distance. I'll leave the house with my wet hair, a splash of perfume and please please please, don't forget to put on the most important thing..the DEODORANT! EVER! and of course, please for fuck sake, go and have ur bloody shower before u leave the house..AT ANY FUCKING TIME! just because ure sleeping (hence claiming that u dont need a shower because u dont do fucko, but SLEEP..blergh?!!), doesnt mean ure not SMELLY! that disgusting bed hair, oily face, smelly breath, sleepy face..gosh, we dont need that early in the morning! we as in people around u, in case u dont know, ure living in a world full of people. ok, so now u know!

Ultimately, who am i to judge them. I am a girl myself. I dont feel the pain, but they do. I always believe that being pretty is how u bring yourself around people. I always believe that being pretty is how people see u inside and out. I also believe that being pretty is u being flaw regardless of how u look like. I dont wanna be with someone who try hard to please! I dont wanna be someone who thinks she looks good in a skimpy dress when shes nothing more than just a scumbag. I dont wanna be friend with someone who is approachable because she flashes more skins than she should. Dont get me wrong, i wear shorts, i wear skirts, but being a tease wont hurt (in a good way, not a slapper!).

Well, a heels does make a girl looks nice, but its not for me. I cant afford the pain, hence me looking like a lost ugly duckling! ha ha. I have heels, and probably wear them less than 10 times like ever! When i think about it, i'll go crazy like. I wanna wear them and be girly for the night, but on another thought, hell no im gonna wear them. Its hurting my feet! ha ha. But then again, a girl gotta do what a girl gotta do. Making sure we look good is what we do! Even if its hurt us, we'll do it. Well, gentlemen, beauty is pain! Actually, so are u MEN! Hence, we prefer being beautiful than being hurt by u men. ha ha. Don't u think so ladies?

-lady-