Grieve

so they asked,

"what is wrong with you? dont you have feelings?"

then i answered,

"of course i do, thats why i dont want you to ask."

its like this, will you be there if i start crying at night? NO.

will you be able to stop me from crying if i do? NO.

this is the hardest part of it all...pretending that none of this ever happen!

i just lost my friend.

i just lost my bestfriend.

i just give half of my life away.

so stop thinking that your life is miserable, cause you're not the only one.

no time to grieve.

no time to sulk.

the only time i have is TO GET BACK UP!

someday..

..and that's exactly what i'm trying to do.

-lady-