Human being we are

Ive been a very good observer, but that doesnt mean my observation is right. I read things that i wanna read, i hear things that i wanna hear and i see things that i wanna see. We are after all live in the exact same world, making the exact same mistake, and because of that, i mostly keep some thought to myself. What amuse me is that how people have that guts to say it out loud and yet its all get back straight to their face. Have u heard of something call KARMA? Yes, that one my friend. That oh-so-famous one.

They asked, why are some women are not wearing their hijab? Most answers would be not ready yet, the time has not come yet, so on and so forth. Then they say, might as well not wearing the hijab if u behave certain way, or if u wear some cover up and yet provocative outfit. So come on now, make up ur mind, which is which?

And then there's do this if ure a good muslim and do that, then ure not a good muslim. I am not questioning the needs for us muslims to help enlighten each other up, but then again, be one who does not show off, because God ask for His slave to not tell the whole world about ur "ibadah". Its always between u and Him. It does not annoys me that u want to help enlighten others about whatever u learn, but by saying that u dont wanna get into trashy conversation and then starts talking about one, where does it lead u to?

Also, gossip around, bantering other people about how bad they are in a very disgusted way. How does that makes u a better human being, and worst, a better muslim then they are. Words that come out from your mouth possibly are far worst than what they did or how they behaved. Help me understand how is that by doing so makes u a better human being and muslim than they are?

Sometimes we forget, that the world is round, what goes around comes around, what goes up will always comes down. Also, what have been slurred out, u can never take it back. Damages have been done. I have my flaws too, i admit it. But i will never do those things in public. Yes, its best i keep it to myself, and that way, i'll learn secretly. I am after all just a human being like u. But i believe, some things are better left keep behind closed doors, like your dirty mouth and your ugly thought! Its a disgrace and that u should be ashamed of urself.

But then again, maybe i was wrong, maybe thats how its supposed to be. Maybe thats how to enlighten people in the best way possible. Maybe i am a little bit under-knowledge and that maybe things shouldve been different if it were treated in a different light.

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