mumford and sons

oh hello! dont remember the last time i blog. i know it has been sometimes, been busy. or perhaps, just pretending to be busy. it has been a month now since i am back to this west side of the world. nothing has changed. i am still alone, in case ure wondering. No, umpy is not back yet. Yes, i know it has been too long now. No, i dont know when will he be back. Yes, i will wait for him. There you go! Should be able to answer all questions aint it?

Just like mumfies's "i will wait for you" i supposed. i will wait for him, all those promises that he made, might me broken, but i am pretty sure there's a strong reason for it. people might not know, but i know him well. he will come back, its just a matter of time. I dont know how to swim, but there's not enough water under the bridge to make me drown, not yet. I am surviving i supposed.

I bought Babel two weeks ago, and i'm stuck with it until now. Keep destroying the shuffle button over and over again. For me, their materials are just sublime! Among the best album i've ever bought. The words are properly written. So meaningful that people forget to enjoy the music. I am positive that when they write their songs, its for everyone to enjoy and listen, and yet, there's still some of them out there who refuse to share it and destroy the meaning of music. Hands down, some songs are about Jesus indeed, but why are we fighting about it. Just enjoy the music, and stick to your beliefs. In my opinion, the album itself is about love. The love that we have for God, the love that we have for our loved ones.

Believe it or not, their album actually gives me hope. Its beautifully written. I feel like umpy is right beside me, very close to me, as close as he is to my heart, while some songs do remind me of my past, the past that made me who i am today. All those journey into love and life, makes me a better person. I still stumble to the ugly past, but i am trying hard to not get carried away. Love that i have is pure. I love this man, and only he can makes me happy. i dont regret my past, but i dont think i will go back and do it again too. its that phase in life, that growing phase. Mumford and sons just bring me back those memories. Listening to it is like a long walk down memory lanes.

i guess that's the reason why i feel so connected to the album. Not forgetting the beautiful sound of the song itself. i am a hopeless romantic, but the more i listen to the album, the more i want umpy to come home fast. He could possibly be the best thing since sliced bread for me. I have people telling all sort of things, but its only been few months, not even years. i can wait, and i will wait. Plus, i am currently enjoying my single life. I have good company around me. These people make me happy. They know who they are.

As for now, i will wake up everyday, hoping that time will pass by fast, and waiting for that day to come when i will be able to say "umpy, stop picking your nose!" or even "umpy, shut the FART up!". I miss that boy, God willing, he'll come back soon enough to keep my cold night warm, and most importantly, to fill in that empty space in my life.

Nothings sad and pathetic about waiting. Its that part of life. Look at them people, they're happy! Life is too short to be sad. Stay positive!

-lady-