Pablo & Bruno

Dear Pablo & Bruno,

It was nice meeting you the other day. Never thought it will develop into such a strong connection. Definitely not in terms of sexuality, as i am still straight last time i checked, but i feel like i made new friends that day. I am happy throughout the whole 3 days. When its time to go home from work, i am all excited because i know i gotta to see you two again.

Somehow i feel like you're waiting for me to come home, and get on with the night doing exciting stuff which is quite honestly watching you two. There are something about life for the past 3 days that makes me so happy, but i cant seem to find the answer but you two. Dont worry guys, i dont want your sympathy, neither do i want your attention. Being able to just sit there and watch you two is more than enough.

Its difficult to find genuine friends these days especially when you're so far away from home. Sometimes i dont even know whether i have one or not. Its always good to go back home knowing they're there, emotionally and physically. Umpy is not here. He's my bestfriend. My sister is not here. She's my bestfriend. Someone who genuinely care for you, know you in and out. Be there for you, and talk shit any time any day.

But oh well, life doesnt always treat you right. There are people who appreciate others because of their standards, there are people who wants to be with others because of their reputations, but me, all i want is a genuine friend! Someone who doesnt mind crazy things that i would like to do. Someone who i dont mind doing crazy things that they would like to do.

Oh look at that, time flies! Gotta start working now. I got bills to pay, food to eat and clothes to wear, aint born with a silver spoon in my mouth. You know, there are things in life that are not meant to be..in fact there are MANY things in life, that are not meant to be, so you either take it or you leave it, but be glad you have a choice.

Well, thanks for listening you two. Thanks Marco Berger. It was nice knowing you.

aint' we all are..

-lady-